My mind is on the holidays! Because with the way things are going my little blind daughter will not have a Christmas, we recently moved from one state to another, because of the economy, thinking the state we moved to is cheaper to live. Which it is, but we were hoping to find a job soon, me and my daughters father that is and till this day which is going on 4 months now and no job, we are on welfare for the first time! We have used up all our savings just to pay rent up ahead to secure a place to live, and pay the bills but it's running short. Our things we were suppose to ship from our storage is still in storage in the state we moved from! Were sleeping on air beds, which our bed has a hole so we have to fill it up every 4 hours or so. Can't say I am losing hope, I know GOD is good, because at least we have a place to stay and food to eat even if its just rice at times. But something has to give, next month is Christmas and we won't have a thing for our little one, and she so looks forward to that holiday. We have no money for decorations, no money to go anywhere, no money to give her the christmas we she is use too. It's not even about the presents to her, it was about decorating the house, baking for the family and santa, although she could not see the christmas tree, she loved sleepiing next to it. It's hard to know she won't get a thing this year, but I won't stop hoping and praying, God will send help soon. But for now it seems like it will be Blue Christmas. Thank you all for listening, have a Blessed Day!
